Life since school
The intervening years were largely one f*cked-up relationship after another - sometimes I hurt them, and sometimes they hurt me. And jumping from job to job, trying to work out what I wanted out of life. No, that's not right - I *knew* what I wanted, or rather thought I did and ignored anything that was a warning sign that I shouldn't be doing this job, dating this woman, etc. I thought I knew it all. Marriage I married my current, now ex, in 1997 and I have to admit for the first few years it was pretty sweet.. We had two daughters, and things were OK for a while. I've never believed in smacking kids, although it didn't hurt me any, but apparently I used to try to intimidate them by yelling and standing over them. I figured yelling was better than smacking... That's what my father did to us, that was the only role model I had, and I thought I was doing OK. What a f&*king idiot I was The eldest daughter won't speak to me because I wasn't the father she